I wake up in the morning
Sinking halfway through the bottom
There's a loud, distorted screaming in my soul
Everything is dark and empty and I don't know how to fix this
So i curl up in a ball and cry in the comfort of my home
I don't know why I feel like shit
I say I'm fine but I'm not fine
I'm dying inside
And all I see are demons
I try to hide
All my deepest feelings
I'm dying inside
And all I see are demons
I try to hide
All my deepest feelings
I think there's something wrong with me
Cause all I see is death
Everytime i go outside i look like
I've been doing meth
And I sleep for 19 hours
On a thursday afternoon
Every now and then I cough up blood
And i dont know what to do
I don't know why I feel like shit
I will not see a therapist
Ladies and gentlemen! If you wanna fucking kill yourself, put your fucking hands up!
Razor blades in the air!