[Chorus: Josh A]
(Muffled)
Since you died
All I do is drink and cry
Only way to numb the pain
I escape from my chains now
Since you died
All I do is drink and cry
Only way to numb the pain
I escape from my chains now

Since you died
All I do is drink and cry
Only way to numb the pain
I escape from my chains now
Since you died
All I do is drink and cry
Only way to numb the pain
I escape from my chains now

[Verse 1: Josh A]
I wasn't prepared for you to leave this earth
I can't believe that was you inside that hearse
I forgot you're not here sometimes
I call out your name and that's when I realize
I'll never get to see you again in this life
You'll never be there to wipe the tears from my eyes
I don't even know anymore
I don't even know anymore
I drink away the pain pour more
I swear there's so much I wanted to tell you
So much I wish could you to see
Like how as a person I grew
Or everything that I achieved, yeah
Lookin all around but
Only you're not there
If there's a god, and a heaven I put you up there
Hardest lesson ever learned is that life ain't fair
But even though you're gone, I know you're somewhere like


[Chorus: Josh A]
(Muffled)
Since you died
All I do is drink and cry
Only way to numb the pain
I escape from my chains now
Since you died
All I do is drink and cry
Only way to numb the pain
I escape from my chains now

Since you died
All I do is drink and cry
Only way to numb the pain
I escape from my chains now
Since you died
All I do is drink and cry
Only way to numb the pain
I escape from my chains now

[Verse 2: BionicPIG]
How long has it been since the last time we spoke
This room is so empty without you so close
My brains been playin with me lately I think I see you there
But It's just me alone
I wish I could've been there
For you more than I did you left here
I can't shake these thoughts
I can't shake these thoughts nah
And I think I hear your voice
Do I stay here?
Do I stay strong?
Do I begone?
Do I move on?
Or do I wanna stay in your arms?
Will I ever get to say I'm sorry?
Will I ever get to say I'm sorry?


[Chorus: Josh A]
(Muffled)
Since you died
All I do is drink and cry
Only way to numb the pain
I escape from my chains now
Since you died
All I do is drink and cry
Only way to numb the pain
I escape from my chains now

[Chorus: Josh A & BionicPIG]
Since you died
All I do is drink and cry
Only way to numb the pain
I escape from my chains now
Since you died
All I do is drink and cry
Only way to numb the pain
I escape from my chains now

[Chorus: Josh A]
(Muffled)
Since you died
All I do is drink and cry
Only way to numb the pain
I escape from my chains now
Since you died
All I do is drink and cry
Only way to numb the pain
I escape from my chains now