Today, I woke up in a good mood for once
First time in six months, I don't hate you as much
You weren't there in my dreams, I could finally sleep
I felt good, but it sucks, I don't hate you as much

It's easier holdin' a grudge (Grudge)
I'd rather be angry than crushed (Crushed)
I'm doin' too much (I do too much)
I'm back where I started again (Again)
Cryin' and callin' my friends (Mmm)
This shit never ends, ugh

I get so sick of myself
Can't stop overthinkin'
I heard you're happy somewhere else
But I don't forget too well
I get so sick of myself
Can't stop reminiscin'
I heard you're happy somewhere else
But I don't forget too well

I still see your face, I hate hearin' your name
What a wreck, what a shame, I'm replayin' that day
And you called me at eight, two weeks on a break
Just to ask for more space, you're my biggest mistake

It's easier holdin' a grudge (Grudge)
I'd rather be angry than crushed (Crushed)
I'm doin' too much (I do too much)
I'm back where I started again (Again)
Cryin' and callin' my friends (Mmm)
This shit never ends, ugh

I get so sick of myself
Can't stop overthinkin'
I heard you're happy somewhere else
But I don't forget too well
I get so sick of myself
Can't stop reminiscin'
I heard you're happy somewhere else
But I don't forget too well

I get so sick of myself
Can't stop overthinkin'
I heard you're happy somewhere else
But I don't forget too well