I used to be excited to wake up
How can I get back to that place
I always needed something to look forward to
But looking back that was in bad taste

Now I have no idea what I am doing here
With no direction to my days
Do anything just to get through the night
I cry to myself oh what a waste

Show me where to go from here
I've confronted my biggest fears
You leave me to erase myself
And then ask me what's the big deal

I would kill to be anybody else
No memories of my former self
A part of me shriveled up and died
I can't get it back even though I've tried


And I tried
And I tried
And I tried
But I can't see the ending this time
No I can't see the ending this time

Maybe I don't want this bad enough to sacrifice myself again
Nothing will come out of it, now everything's different

I would kill to be anybody else
No memories of my former self
A part of me shriveled up and died
I can't get it back even though I've tried