It's not the first, no it's not the last
I feel the weight, is it gonna crash? (Ah-ha)
Every day I find a way 'cause I'm not a fan of looking back
No not the type to dwell on that

I don't wanna feel it but I know I'd be losing if I stay
'Cause I know all the reasons why I like it better
When we hide away
But no not today (not today)
No not today (not today)
'Cause I know all the reasons why I hold me back but no not today
Not today

I'm not going back to the bottom hey hey not today
I'm not going back to the bottom hey hey not today

People come and go nothing really last
I learn to ease a hurt so I'm on a test (ah-ha)
Every day I find a way 'cause what's the point of holding back
Never been good at that

I don't wanna feel it but I know I'd be losing if I stay
'Cause I know all the reasons why I like it better
When we hide away
But no not today (not today)
No not today (not today)
'Cause I know all the reasons why I hold me back but no not today
Not today

I'm not going back to the bottom hey hey not today
I'm not going back to the bottom hey hey not today
I'm not going back to the bottom hey hey not today
I'm not going back to the bottom hey hey not today

Hold on, dream before you trade this
Let's not waste time before we're fading from here
From here
Hold on, dream before you trade this

I'm not going back to the bottom hey hey not today
I'm not going back to the bottom hey hey not today
I'm not going back to the bottom hey hey not today
I'm not going back to the bottom hey hey not today