I walk alone at night hoping that I'll find
Epiphany or more, a deeper understanding

Always knew that I'd be alone, never thought that I'd find a home
Home has different meaning for me, who is solitary
Always knew that I'd die alone, never thought that I'd find her
Someone to be by my side, to help me find the fleeting light

Full moon shines
I'm swimming in my deepest thoughts
Clouded skies
I'm treading in the blackened waves
Never mind
Something is here

Crashing waves
Relentless in my throbbing ears
Flowing blood
A highway jam that's in my head
Pounding fear
Time to reveal

Feeling now that my brother's tale doesn't have a happy end
End to the life of a broken line; this wretched soul, observer
Always knew I was special - I, I am taken back by…
By the surreal feelings here, almost like a dreamworld here

Glowing moon
It's almost like a lucid dream
Lurking doom
Or is it just a catalyst
Never mind
Time to go back

Gentle wind
I look up to his room alight
So exposed
I'm standing naked in the rain
Now return
To numbing death

Cancer burns families down
Sinking in what's happening
Step by step up to his room
Lying there, mother beside

Fantasy is torn apart, reality is fucking stark
Stark in the face of shallow tears, eyes that show our fears
Mom caresses his withered hands, hold on tight and pray aloud
Loud is comfort of hopeful men, yet they're silent in their pride

Indoor breeze
This surely cannot happen now
Earned your keys
Into another bleaker world
Blood and bone
You won't escape

Only smoke
Emergency to save his life
Without fire
No longer am I here alone
Earned your keys
Time to grow up