Honestly I'm really glad you never hit me up at all
When i look back I see that every time we talked I felt so small
Wish I could think about the better times to help my mental health
I'd sell my soul if it meant I could go and save my younger self

But I don't have
The energy to dwell on that
See I can't believe that
You would say something like that I think that
It's best that
I just stay far away from you
To continue what I do
And do it best
And get you off my chest

It takes some time to see but things are even better than before
I don't even need a reason to go AWOL anymore
Suffering around so many people starts to take its toll
It doesn't take a lot to show that you're the one to start the war

But I don't have
The energy to dwell on that

See I can't believe that
You would say something like that
I think that
It's best that
I just stay far away from you
To continue what I do
And do it best
And get you off my chest