god i want these freezers empty, she said
so i killed my wife and all my friends instead
i took a greyhound bus to my parent's house
and slept in my old bed

only then i had two sisters instead of brothers
and they spoke softly, cooking creams for supper
a waitress cut my hair and left me somewhere
and now me and every lost dog looks the same

she said: enough ejaculating, alright
you and every dog killed in the light

my plans are all laid out and i am going to the woods

one large egg of me was actual parts of my body
that i saw from the sky struck please
yes i built this catastrophe
i curated this disease i architect the suddenlys
and sell them now as packaged meats
in diners for the dogs like me
he asked me if i had a gun
i answered: naturally

this is a dangerous war, i told him
he said he knew a place to hide
a hotel where husbands go when they forget their wives
so i met him there for a good time
i cleaned his bones and he cleaned mine