i am not here like i used to be
i'm half-erased perhaps a ghost just pissing aimlessly
i am impatient i want to be a snake
i want to feel the grass against my skin or on my face

i am plural i guess i am two
but i say this body is not mine
does it belong to you does it belong to you

i am trying to do right by us
been swimming in this pool so long there's water in my lungs
but i am singing, choking, some
i arrange a bowl of fruit forget to eat it and feel numb

i am plural which i guess means i am two
but i say this body is not mine
does it belong to you does it belong to you